Last night was the longest night in a long time.  I only slept for about an hour and I’m feeling so much worse than I did last night. 

I feel like crap and I’m definitely getting worse. 

So far Gavin’s still doing well and that in and of itself is something worth celebrating. The last thing in the world that we need is for him to get sick.. For now I’m going to count my blessings and survive this…