I'm feeling pretty frazzled today. It's been nonstop this morning and I'm was up with Emmett last night again. Unfortunately, I'm allowing this enormous amount of stress to throw off my *getting healthier *plans so far. I totally own that and I'm really trying to stay motivated but it's a struggle.
On the positive side, I'm still tracking what I eat and making better choices in that regard but the workout part is not going so well.
With school starting tomorrow, my hope is that I can find the strength to give myself the needed push when I'm not neck deep in everything surrounding the kids. It's so exhausting and it's been a long break. I've had several things come up that have me preoccupied and stressed out as well.
They're all things I have no control over at the moment and that is what is so frustrating for me. I'm a fixer and when I see a problem, I want to immediately fix it. Sometimes it just can't work out that way and that's stressful for me.
I'm also struggling with Gavin again today but that's for another post. I only mention that here because it's a huge part of this overwhelming feeling I'm trying to cope with or manage.
I still remain hopeful that the day will be getting better. Either way, I'm going to continue trying to make the best of it.
