Could today get any worse? Wait.. I take that back, our water was just shut off

As I'm trying to relax with Gavin at the hospital and worrying about whether or not he's going to be okay, Lizze calls me because our waters been shut off. I think.. don't know what to think. This is a major fail on my part and it will join the long list of my epic parenting fails.

I'm so overwhelmed and can't even explain what I feel right now because my brain is on complete overload and I'm literally shaking.

This is absolutely one of those times where my best just wasn't good enough. At this point, it's one crisis at a time. There's nothing I can do from Gavin's hospital room. I'll just spend the next 3+ hours worrying about it. Even if I could pay to get it turned back on, today's Friday and I don't know if they come out on the weekend to turn water back on. I don't know if there is a cutoff time for them to come out today.

Gavin's still doing okay and that's what I'm clinging to right now. Things are just not going good for us right now. :-(

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