I've written close to 6,000 posts in the last 3 years. It never occurred to me that I had so much to say. The truth is, as of late, I feel as though I'm just punching the time clock. In other words, I feel like I've run out of things to say.
I don't know what happened but I've not been as inspired lately.
Writing has become a chore at times and I can't seem to focus my thoughts anymore. Is this a sign that my depression is getting to be more problematic? Maybe I'm just so exhausted, that it's just too much effort at times.
I will say that while I desperately need my anti-depressants, they do affect the flow of thoughts and make it much more challenging to string two or more coherent ones together.
At this point in time, I'm lucky to be writing a few times a day. That may seem like a lot but in truth, for me it's not.
Not only am I struggling with writing, I'm frustrated with myself for struggling. This has been a huge outlet for me over the last few years and I can definitely feel it. Not writing means no outlet... It's like a vicious cycle.
I want to thank everyone for continuing to read, even though I know I'm not providing the best reading material right now.
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