I must have done something in my that was really bad because no matter what I do I CANNOT get any sleep. Emmett was up most of the night with a fever again. That makes him…we’ll say..a bit difficult (can’t blame him really). I’m just so tired my eyes are burning and my head is hurting. I have to much to do today and can barely move.
God hates me….I just know it.
I have Asperger's Syndrome and God hates that disorder, he will tell you you don't have Asperger's Syndrome, and it's a wrong diagnosis. Believe him. It's all in your head.
Grams and I were at Cleveland Clinic Today to get a cat scan. A yong girl was sitting accross from us with three boys. The oldest was six, then four and two. She said that all three were terminally ill. The longest they could survive was ten years old. Then she went on to tell us the father abandoned them and she was a single parent. My goodness I couldn’t help but to think of you two. How do you run away? How do you stay? How do you answer why us? I knew she was an angel, I just knew.
One of the last times we were at Akron we ran into a little girl on chemo. She had lost most of her hair and was walking while attached to an iv poll. She wore a hat that said “I fight like a girl”. I was a really sobering moment and put somethings into perspective….:-)
If there is anything I know for sure, it is that God does NOT hate you.
Yeah I know. When you have been through as much as we have (some stories have not been posted) you start to wonder. The biggest question is why? Thanks Beth..:-)
I can only imagine the daily struggles that you have to go through, but I just wanted to tell you that even though I don’t know you I’m proud of you for going through all that for your kids and your wife. A lot of people would’ve just gone ahead and left them. I only wish lots of physical and mental strength for you and may you one day harvest the fruits of your labor. 🙂
Thanks. Wow that was nice