As we get closer to to next Wednesday I am starting to feel the pressure building up. This is not going to be easy to get through. I'm worried about a number for things. I'm worried about the procedure itself and everything going well. I'm worried about the recovery period and risk of blood clotts. I'm worried about the impact this will have on her fibromyalgia. I'm worried about how I'm going to cover the cost with things already so tight. I worry about the impact this will have on our VERY FRAGILE "balance".
I may act like I'm ok with this but the truth is I'm really scared. I'm afraid of something going wrong or that she will be worse off after all is said and done. I want so badly for Lizze to find some peace from the constant pain and I pray this will give that to her. She deserves a higher quality of life then she currently enjoys.
I hope the recovery for her is fast for everyone's sake. We have a ton of stuff coming up for the kids and we both need to be involved.
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