In the spirit of honesty I need to say that I'm cracking. Gavin is going to be the death of me. I can't take the.problems.and behaviors. Nothing ever moves forward or gets better. It's not about giving up it's about being pushed to the edge of sanity. I can only say that the past 10 years have been grueling and without reprieve.
I'm not complaining about my kids but instead the challenges we face as a family. We rarely get a break. I can't remember the last time we have been able to sleep at night. Having 3 Autistic children is a statiscal anamoly (spelling). The challenges that are involved are impossible to describe to anyone without an Autistic or child.
I'm so tired anymore and Lizze seems to be getting sicker and sicker. She pushes herself way to far. We have no car now and can't seem to find the funding to help make the house safer for the boys and more accessible for Lizze.
It's not easy to watch your family struggling and not be able to do anything about it.
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