Depression is something I've been living with for over half my life. Depression is war, and many battles have been fought. I've lost some of those battles, but there are also quite a few that I've won.  At this moment in time, there's a lot going on in my life and I can find myself feeling scattered.  To be completely candid, I suspect part of the reason I'm tired all the time, has to do Depression. It's not like I don't have a million other reasons to be tired as well. Depression isn't making it any easier.  I'm taking my meds, and I see my doctor in August for a check up.  Unfortunately, my life produces conditions, that are absolutely perfect for fostering Depression. It has nothing to with the…

I spoke with Spectrum, formally known as Time Warner Cable. I tried to make payment arrangements because I wasn't able to pay the bill by today's date. Not that I was ever a fan of Time Warner Cable, but Spectrum is even worse. I'm only one payment behind, and that's only $80. I know we still owe the money, and the payment is late, but Time Warner would have worked with us.  Turns out they no longer make payment arrangements as of January 24th of this year. That's roughly when they began transitioning into Spectrum.  If only their internet connection wasn't so amazing and reasonably priced, I'd go somewhere else.  Our connection will probably be shut off at some point before we wake up in the morning.  We'll know the moment…

Lizze and I had a quiet evening tonight. The boys went to bed without much problem, and we settled in for some binge watching of iZombie on Netflix. We just made it to the second season.  As far as the weekend goes, I think we are sticking close to home.  The rest of the month is going to be pretty tight, and I need to try and conserve the gas in the car. That doesn't mean we won't make some trips to the park though.  Something else I wanted to try and do is set up some play dates for the boys. I don't know if they still call them play dates or not. I'm going to reach out to some of the parents on Facebook and see if they…