This will be a good news - bad news entry but I'll begin with the good news.☺  The good news is that since Gavin's peeing blood situation earlier in the week, there hasn't been anymore instances of this happening again. Assuming it happened in the first place, perhaps it was a one off kinda thing and we won't see this again.  That's really the end of the good news for now but you have to admit, not peeing blood anymore is definitely a good thing.   Unfortunately, the rest of what I have to share is of a sad and even heartbreaking nature. 🙁  Gavin's been very mission oriented lately and that means he's continuing to lose touch with reality. Almost every morning this week, Gavin has rushed off to…

Gavin's bloodwork went we this morning, not that it ever doesn't anymore. We went to the lab after dropping the boys off at school today because Gavin was due for his Clozapine refill and that can't happen without current bloodwork.  As usual, I dropped him off at the front door and he signed himself in. I waited in the car while he did what he had to do.  I don't worry too much about him being in there alone because everyone knows Gavin and looks after him while he's there. Besides, he would have to come through one of two doors to leave and I could see both.   When he came out, he explained that everything went great and then we discussed the suckered he picked out for himself,…