Generally speaking, I'm a happy, healthy and optimistic person. I tend to see the good in everyone and always try to see the positive side of things. Sometimes though, there's no amount of positive thinking that can make life more bearable. Sometimes life just sucks and the only thing left to do is white knuckle it. For the last few days, it would be fair to say that I've been white knuckling it. As a result, my head can take me to some darker places while I'm trying to work through everything. One of the things about my life and the lives of others in similar circumstance is that nothing ever really slows down. There really aren't any significant, meaningful breaks and it's essentially go go go until you crash.…

I want to take a minute and say Happy Father's Day to my Dad, Father in law, 2 of my brothers and to all the Dad's out there. You guys are all awesome. ☺ I also wanted to thank my family for making me feel special today. I love you all. For the last decade-ish, I've been blessed with a platform that reaches quite a few people, from all parts of the world. I've been fortunate enough to make connections with families from places I didn't even know existed until then. While my platform isn't nearly as big as many others, I feel compelled to use my platform to benefit those within the Autism and Special Needs Communities. There are times however, when something is taking place in our world…

I'm feeling a smidgen better than I was last night, although I didn't fall asleep until about 7 AM. From there I got a few hours before waking up and getting myself moving. I don't want to sleep the day away for many reasons but the most prominent being a desire to not perpetuate the problem by sleeping all day and not being tired at bedtime. That's my goal anyway. Who knows if it's going to actually work. Everyone seems to be in a mood today and I'm not sure why. I also don't know what I can do to sorta break everyone free of their moods and redirect us onto a better course. I'm feeling torn between being responsible and being a bit more spontaneous. I don't remember if…