It's been a pretty exhausting morning already. Elliott and Emmett are all over the place and even on their meds, their level of impulsivity is simply incredible.

Everything was going smoothly and I should have known something was wrong.  The boys did pretty good at the store, considering how the rest of their day was going and I should have known something was wrong then as well. 

I was really hoping that things were going to go easier for both them and I but while last night went fine, all day today was a nightmare. When I say nightmare, I mean NIGHTMARE.

The serenity prayer just doesn't help today

I always check on the boys before I go to bed. Most of the time, there's nothing really unusual about what I'm seeing when I kiss them goodnight and whisper I love you one last time before I try to go to sleep myself.