I'm in a really bad mood but that doesn't matter because I have things that must get done. The most important of those things today involves Gavin getting to Hematology at Akron Children's Hospital. I've been talking about this recently because we are finally getting in to see the hematologist in regards to Gavin's unknown blood disorder. Nothing has really gone as planned thus far but we swung by to pick up copies of Gavin's labs so we can take them with us to show the doctor. I ended up taking Lizze home before heading out because she wasn't feeling well. I can totally handle this and I need her to get some rest and feel better. I always say we have to adapt and that's the truth. It's not…

We have a huge doctor appointment today. Actually, Gavin has a huge doctor appointment today. The bottom line is that's it's a huge appointment. We are finally getting into hematology, after trying for what seems like forever but in reality, it was about a year or so. This is a big deal because it's really the first new specialist we've seen in a long time. Gavin for the last couple of years has been dealing with an unknown blood disorder that causes his Absolute Neutrophil count to drop to dangerous levels and his platelets get very low as well. We have no explanation for this aside from it's a side effect of the Clozapine. That's a possibility but we aren't convinced that's the case. It's also possible that it can…