Our week continues to unravel and all I can say is thank God it's almost Friday. It was a rough night, filled with restless sleep. I'm not sure what was going on. Actually, that's not true. I do know what's going on and it has to do with the stuff I talked about eariler this week. I'm going through a difficult time right now and it's keeping me up at night. Anyway, both boys are home from school sick today. They have appointments with their pediatrician tomorrow. They are both dealing with what seems like a cold. It's a runny nose, sore throat, fever, mild cough and congestion kinda thing. I'm not too worried about this because we'll see the doctor tomorrow and if she's concerned, we can deal with…

I know I keep saying this and I apologize but this is going to be a super quick update. This is in regards to the meeting I had today. You can read the previous posts (beginning here) to see the background on that. Without going into detail, this meeting went so much better than I expected and I'm so unbelievably grateful for that. I felt that I was taken seriously and can't express what that means to me. I never felt judged or like I was an inconvenience to this person I met with either. I walked in feeling like my legs could barely keep me upright. I left feeling like an enormous weight had been lifted of my shoulders. Shortly after getting home, my whole body just began shutting…