January was kind of a wash for me in regards to walking. When my grandpa passed in early January, that sorta took the wind out if my sails and I just stopped walking everyday. I was also experiencing high levels of anxiety and that only made things worse. I was averaging about 80 miles a month and I just bombed in January. I've cut myself some slack and I'm not beating myself up over it. Beating myself up over it serves no purpose. What I am going to do is correct this going forward. That being said, I made myself go walking this afternoon and it went pretty well. It was cold but not too bad. I'm glad I went and was able to grab about 3.1 miles.. It felt…

We're having a really good day. It's not like it never happens but when it does it's definitly worth sharing because it's a hugely positive thing for us. Gavin's been sleeping for most of the day thus far because yesterday took a toll on him and he needs his rest. This is one of the reasons we try to avoid exciting events with Gavin. They simply take a toll on his body and that can be dangerous. Our motto is everything in moderation. As for everyone else, it's been a pretty good morning. I don't think I've heard any fighting or arguing and that's awesome. It's so nice to see everyone getting along today. :-) The only thing we have on the agenda is celebrating my Mom's birthday this afternoon.…

It's been a low-key day so far. Emmett's not in the best mood because he's not feeling well. He's going to be a handful today but the poor kid is miserable and we're going to have to exercise patience and compassion. Elliott's in a good mood and has been spending time with his sketchbook. I love when he's being creative. I love when any of my kids are being creative, especially Elliott because he needs the constructive outlet. Gavin's sorta in his own world right now. That's not anything unusual but he's struggling to perform basic daily functions and it's heartbreaking to watch him go through this. He's very preoccupied with his missing infusions and maybe that's sapping his resources, but either way, it sucks. As for Lizze, she's up…