We've learned over the many years of being Autism and Special Needs parents, that we have to be flexible in order to survive.

The truth is, I'm exhausted, overwhelmed, worried, stressed out, broke and fearful of what tomorrow will bring but I'm also incredibly proud of everyone

It's been a minute since I've written anything publicly. I spent some time today writing but it was painful and unfortunately, necessary. I'm hoping to move forward now and put some of this recent shit in the rear view. All I can do is try. Life simply sucks sometimes, no matter now hard you try to see the positive. Life can suck even when there's plenty of positive things to celebrate as well. I've been struggling a great deal recently and if I'm ever able to explain in more detail, I will. For now, I'll simply say things have been difficult and this doesn't have anything to do with Lizze or the kids. This is all stuff from my childhood. I find it very challenging to focus on the things…