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The boys are heartbroken

The boys both came home from school today having not eaten anything the whole day. Elliott spent a part of the day crying, as did Emmett. They're really stressed out about losing Cleo. It hadn't occurred to me that Elliott and Emmett have never existed without Cleo. She's been a big part of their lives for their entire lives. I hadn't thought about that before now. This is a much bigger deal from them than I was originally thinking. Cleo was there for them during the separation, and if you recall, Emmett used to snuggle her like a teddy bear. She would tolerate it until he fell asleep and she would sneak away without waking him up. For the first time in their entire lives, they will go to sleep…

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August 23, 2017

Cats / Cleo / Family Pets / My thoughts

We’re heartbroken about tomorrow

The whole having to put Cloe down tomorrow is weighing heavy on us. This time tomorrow, we will be heading to the vet and saying our last goodbyes. Lizze is taking this particularly hard because Cleo has always been glued to her for some reason. Cleo is the kind of cat who always seems to know when you need her attention. We don't even know when we need her attention until she makes it clear that we do. Lol We've had to put down a few animals in our time and it was horrible. My cat Frost, was struck by lightning and survived. He eventually needed put down because of serious internal injuries that presented a few weeks later. There was nothing we could do. 🙁 Lizze had a seven…

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August 23, 2017

My thoughts

Don’t you love mornings like this

The boys had a good morning, although it started much earlier than I'd like. Emmett was awake at 5 AM and ready to start his day. I ended up getting up with him because I generally like to be awake when one of the kids are. I'm sleeping a bit better lately, and so getting up a 5 AM was not a huge deal. The boys got off to school without an issue and I walked almost three miles. The walk was great and I was able to hang out with my Mom, which is always a good thing. I'm feeling pretty good and I'm grateful.

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August 23, 2017

My thoughts

I know we will find a way to get through this

I'm hoping to get back on track in the morning. Today has been a wash as far as productivity is concerned. I was definitely not feeling well for the first half of the day but did much better in the afternoon. I'm getting a bit worried because I still cannot find my wallet and that presents a multitude of problems. I can't get my debit card replaced without my ID, and I can't get my ID replaced without my debit card. It's quite the conundrum and I've not yet figured out how to navigate it. Despite the unpleasantness of everything going on this week, I know we will find a way to get through it.

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August 22, 2017

Elliott / Emmett John / My thoughts

Our school year has been surprising

The boys had a good day at school and that's always a good thing. No ones making fun of Elliott over his backpack, and that's an enormous relief. A big bit of awesome is that Elliott doesn't have homework this year. That's such a huge relief for all of us. Homework has been a nightmare over the years and it looks like we will be getting a break from it. Unfortunately, Emmett is getting homework this year but he seems to be doing okay with it. ☺ I'm kinda liking the level of positive surrounding this school year already. I was really worried about how things were going to go, but so far, it's been awesome.

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August 22, 2017

My thoughts

I can’t change what I can’t control

I want to thank everyone for all the well wishes. I'm feeling much better, and Lizze did a great job of taking care of her sick husband. ☺ I'm pretty sure it was something I ate last night. Actually, I cooked myself a chicken breast in the air fryer, and perhaps that was the issue? Either way, I'm back up and running, well, moving around without feeling the need to yack. lol I did wake up to a scary realization that I've lost my wallet. That almost never happens, at least not in a really long time. It's really weird the way stuff goes missing in our house sometimes. I'm 99.9% sure it's in the house. Lizze and I have always joked between ourselves, that we have a mischievous ghost…

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August 22, 2017

My thoughts

I’m not feeling well

I'm canceling my plans for today because I woke up this morning and I feel like crap. Something I ate last night is definitely not agreeing with me. I'm not even walking this morning. Hopefully, I'll feel better as the day goes on. I'm just going to stay hydrated and try to get some sleep this morning.

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August 22, 2017

Cats / Cleo / Family Pets / Heartbreak / My thoughts

We have some really sad news to share

You may or may not know, I turn 39 years old on Thursday. Aside from this being the last year of my third decade life, there's a something that's going to make this day pretty awful. On Thursday at 2:30 PM, we will be taking our Cleo to the vet again. It breaks my heart to share that Cleo will not be coming home with us after this visit. Unfortunately, she's going to be put to sleep and that's going to be really tough. She actually turned thirteen yesterday. A few weeks back, she was diagnosed with Crohn's disease. She'd been having problems for a few months and none of the medications helped. At the beginning of August, we had her back to the vet and we learned that she…

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August 22, 2017