It's been a rough day. Elliott got much worse overnight and his mom and grandma took him to urgent care before bringing him home today. I'm not sure what happened but he definitely got worse and I would have taken him in as well. I ended up taking the Emmett and Gavin while their mom and grandma took Elliott to get checked out. I needed to go grocery shopping and didn't want to have to drag Elliott along. We got the shopping done and got home just in time for Elliott to get dropped off. He's got bronchitis but due to his asthma, it's a bit more complicated I guess. He's on antibiotics, steroids and a cough suppression medication for bedtime. He sounds absolutely awful but I think it sounds…

The boys are at their mom and grandparents house tonight. I dropped them off about 1:30 pm and they seem to be having a great time. Elliott's still under the weather so they are possibly taking him to see the doctor in the morning. I ran a few errands and had an otherwise quite evening. While I needed the break, I am having a difficult time with life at the moment. The holidays are proving to be more difficult on me than I thought and I'm feeling very alone. I know that probably sounds stupid but it's my reality right now and I'm not going to hide from it. I didn't get everything done that I wanted to get done but I survived. I have a couple of jobs that…

I had a rough time sleeping last night but I did manage some sleep and I'm so grateful for that. Emmett made it almost the entire night in his own bed and I'm really proud of him. I was struggling a bit yesterday and I neglected to share some of the positives we experienced. As it's Thanksgiving here in the States, I wanted to share some things I'm thankful for. Let's start with my ridiculous kids. The other day, I took them to the park where we go walking. It was after therapy and it was very dark out. The only thing creating any light were the Christmas lights that the kids wanted to walk around and look at. It was really dark and frankly kind of creepy, so I…