The boys start school this week.  They're actually starting much earlier than they have in previous years.  Normally, they begin school around the second week in September, give or take. We're going to start with the positive side of things first and then get into what has me worried. I'm ready for them to go back because I really need the time during to the day to help make this site turn a profit (ads etc).  I also need the time to focus on my health. Lizze and I are going to begin walking in the morning after dropping the boys off at school. I'm so not happy with the my weight and it's certainly not helping with my depression. I think it will be Lizze, my Mom, Gavin and…

We decided to arrive a bit early to this cookout because Lizze felt more comfortable being the first. It makes total sense because we wouldn't be walking into to a house full of people. They will be walking into a house with us already in it.   It was my idea and I thought this might help just a little bit.   This is really the last thing on the list to check off, in regards to the reunification of my family.   This will hopefully bring the rest of the family into the fold and we can all move forward together.  I'm both excited and nervous, all at the same time.  

I'm totally dragging today. I feel like I haven't slept in a really long time.   We've got a big day ahead of us and that's probably why I didn't sleep well last night. I'm stressed out and worried about how everything is going to go today. I so totally need a nap.