Life is on hold for right now
After I get Gavin to have his bloodwork done for the week, I'll be spending most of the day with my grandmother. She's not going to be with us much longer, and I want to be there as much as I can. I'm going to bring some work and just hang out in case she needs anything. This is a struggle for me, and I'm really depressed. This is the part of life that no one enjoys.