I’m so heartbroken tonight

Lizze and the boys are in bed. I'm with my parents and siblings, sitting with my grandfather. This is fucking awful and it's so hard to bare witness to someone…

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It’s so hard not to worry

As the day has gone on, Gavin's sounding worse and worse. That doesn't mean there's anything to worry about but I worry nonetheless. He's most likely dealing with the same…

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