What life is like: part 2

One of the most haunting problems I feel as a parent is when people have spent "time" with Gavin and say he was a perfect angel. You're probably saying to…

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This is my reality…….

You want to see who Gavin really is? Here you go. This is not pretty but I think it gets the point across. Sweet, innocent Gavin died many years ago.…

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Almost back to normal

Well Lizze has been home resting. The kids came home tonight. Elliott Richard is sleeping on one couch and Lizze is on the other. Emmett John is up stairs with…

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Truth or dare?

So I have been toying around with the idea of opening up a little more. Being just a bit more honest about everything.  Let you all in on what it’s…

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The run down

Today has come and gone and where are we? Eliott Richards party was moved home from grandma and grandpa's house. Lizze and Emmett John were both sick today so we…

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We are celebrating Elliott Richards birthday today. We were also supposed to have Gavin's blood work done this morning. As every single day before this plans change. Gavin is having…

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Pink elephant in the room

Lizze and I had a conversation today about Emmett John that we both have been putting off. Over the past few months we have been very focused on his hearing…

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Birthday Fun

So we have been trying to plan Elliott Richards birthday party. We gave up on trying to get everyone there cause it will never happen. So we picked a date…

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