If you are familiar with autism you probably already know there can be quiet a bit a drama that goes along with it. Gavin can be the king of drama…

Since I started this blog I have wanted to really be able to help others going through what we are going through. There are so many families out there that…

Where I live in Ohio there is little to no autism awareness. Nothing was done or even mentioned for autism awareness month. There really isn't anything dedicated to autism at…

Last night was pretty nice. I finally got to take something for my back. Some pain killers,muscle relaxers and motrin. I was out by 7:30pm. I haven't taken anything for…

Gavin is really starting to struggle. He seems to have significantly regressed with no sign of slowing down. The frustrating part is that he could be playing us. He is…

Autism is changing me. I have become very bitter and angry. I'm angry that I have lost my friends. I'm pissed off at the "family" that forced us to walk…

Am I talking to myself? I sure feels like it today because no one is listening. I have lost track of how many times I've repeated myself today. It's 9pm…

Look I'm going to be completely honest. Everything has gone down hill for me this evening. I thought I was holding it together but I'm done. Gavin is driving me…