One of the things that drive me crazy with Gavin his how he handles pain. Gavin will beat himself (literally) and not complain but then pitch a fit over the…

The week has started on a rough note. Gavin is struggling and melting down over everything. The self injury is becoming more serious. He is smashing his head into his…

My best guess it that Gavin is manic again. It would explain alot of his impulsive behaviors and extreme mood swings. It makes sense considering that his meds haven't been…

I am currently sitting in my room while Gavin is melting down in the middle on my floor. This is a big one. We haven't seen one like this for…

I climbed out onto the roof this afternoon and to cleanup and replace the broken window pane. My brother came over to help. One of us was going to keep…

Ok. I can't believe I'm sharing this but maybe someone will benefit from my story. If not I'm sharing anyway. I have been explaining just how tough things have been…

I know I'm supposed to be better then I'm. I'm supposed to be stronger and able to hande anything.Right now I feel like I'm being buried alive. Lizze's conditions are…