He used to draw pictures of our house on fire with Lizze and I burning alive. Gavin was about 5 or 6 years old at the time. When he was finally put on anti-psychotics those things sort of just went away. Do you know what that feels like to fear your child because I do.
I'm trying so hard to be patient but it's getting more and more difficult... Gavin is REALLY struggling and God forgive my, he's going to push me over the…
There are moments that I am just so angry with the cards my family has been dealt. Why do we deserve this? We're good people, not perfect but good. My…
Today has been really stressful for me. I knew Gavin wasn't doing well but it's another thing to hear confirmation of your fears. I really don't know what we are…
I woke up this morning still not feeling well (that will be another post). I came down stairs and was sitting with Lizze and the kids watching a movie... Gavin…
Went and got the van and brought it home. The engine light is on and I smelled the buring but no smoke and no obvious signs of anything. I have…
I fucking quit. I'm so tired and I just have nothing left. Gavin is just pushing EVERY button I have. It's probably not his fault but that doesn't make it…
Gavin is driving me absolutely out of my mind. He is regressing and has no memory anymore. He gets back into the doctors on Wednesday. Wednesday feels like a really…