Gavin is hearing voices again. This most likely means his new meds aren't working. He has spent most of the day in his room due to safety and behavioral issues. Every once in a while he shouts down and answers a question we never asked him. He also asks if we called him because he heard a voice. This is actually scary because when this happens nothing good will follow. The anti-psychotics are supposed to quiet the voices but the new ones don't seem to be working. We don't know what the voices are saying but either way this is bad news. We are going to have to get an emergency appointment and get him seen. He is becoming much more aggressive now so we once again have safety concerns.

Gavin has been telling Elliott Richard horror stories. We keep correcting Gavin and even punishing him but he just keeps doing it. Gavin earned himself oatmeal last night because he thought ER would like to hear about vampires. So he told ER that vampires come out at night and bite your neck so they can suck your blood. Guess who didn't sleep last night. Ding Ding. You guessed it, Elliott Richard. Nightmares AGAIN... When ER was at Dr. Patti's this week she said his anxiety is through the roof. I can't imagine why. Gavin keeps doing this crap and I'm honestly starting to think he's doing it on purpose. He knows he's not supposed to do that but he doesn't seem to care. We monitor as closely as possible but…

Elliott Richard and Emmett John are camping out on the couch being distracted from Gavin's horrific meltdown. I share that experience later when things settle down. Posted with WordPress for BlackBerry: LT

Struggling with sensory issues. Emmett John is having a rough time. All of his clothes seem to be uncomfortable for him. We are going to have to replace all his clothes with sensory friendly versions and they don't come cheap. We are hoping his FSS funds will help to cover the cost. I feel so bad for him because he wants to wear clothes but his body won't let him. You can see it in his face. So for now we will just let him run around the house in shorts or his diaper if he's comfortable that way. Not much else we can do. Posted with WordPress for BlackBerry: LT

Autism makes so many things more difficult. Gavin eye doesn't appear to be getting better. In fact he's going in tomorrow because he hasn't been eating since he got hurt. That's a huge warning flag for Gavin. In our case Gavin's Autism amongst other things makes him an unreliable source of information. He can't give us the information we need to know how he's doing. Is he not eating because something is wrong or because he has this idea in his head that if he eats he is going to puke. For example, when I was a kid I was eating popcorn and got really sick (vomiting ect). It had nothing to do with the popcorn because I had the flu but to this day I don't eat popcorn very…

Disclaimer: I don't endorse this theory in any way. I just found it interesting and thought I share and get some opinions. I'll post links to the articles as soon as I can. Link 1 Link 2 (Just 2 of the links I found all opinion pieces) I was reading today online and came across some articles. They were proposing that Autism is the next stage in human evolution. It not's the first time I heard this but I was intrigued so I started reading about it. It's an interesting theory but I don't know if I buy into it. Many are saying it's some way that the human race is naturally going to control it's population. They assume that the autistic population will never have children or are less…

Emmett John has many sensory issues. The worst of which right now revolves around his clothes. He can't stand the way clothes feel most of the time. He doesn't like the seams in his socks and so we are constantly taking them off and putting them back on (at his request) because they feel uncomfortable. We are going to get him seamless sensory friendly socks as soon as we can. Gavin has some and he loves them. Anyway, Emmett John went into the laundry basket and dug out a pair of my socks and wanted me to put them on him. He has been wearing these for the better part of an hour now. Typically, he won't even wear his socks for that long. I guess his tiny feet are…