The surgery was pushed back 2 hours. It was at 9am now it's at noon. I'm sitting here starting to get really nervous. There are a multitude of things running through my head right now. I hate that she has to go through this in the first place. I know it's irrational maybe but I wish we had her medical history... Perhaps it wouldn't help with everything but at least I would feel like we had as many of the pieces as possible to help us make informed decisions. It's frustrating because I know where the history is but it's unattainable. I'm so tired of having to live with other people selfish decisions. We had it first with Gavin;s biological grandmother and now Lizze's biological mother. What is wrong with…

The kids are all gone at my parents.. We are trying to relax and watch a few movies. It took forever to get the kids ready. We got the kids ready and made sure all their specials requirements were packed and ready to go. It was a long trying process but the better we do the easier the transition. Posted via midNIGHT powered Epic 4G by lost and tired

I have been thinking of new ways to spread Autism Awareness and I have implemented a few of them. However, I always come back to the same answer. I think, in fact I truly believe that the best way to spread Autism Awareness is by "helping" people to understand. It's human nature to shut down when someone begins preaching to you and I think that the words then fall on deaf ears. Most people don't care what you have to say if you are trying to force your position on them. I honestly believe the best way to spread Autism Awareness is to "help" others to understand. Let me explain what I mean. When I was in high school I had the most amazing history teacher. I took his class…

i just created the "Autism touches my heart" group on Facebook. I hope you all consider joining... Here is a bit about me and the purpose of the group.. I am the father to 3 Autistic boys and creator of the Lost and Tired blog. My mission is to spread Autism Awareness and dis-spell the MANY misconceptions that exist about Autism by sharing my family's "real life" story. My writing is very honest and detailed about the struggles we face raising 3 boys on the spectrum. I am brutally honest about my feelings and experiences in an attempt to help people understand what Autism really is. I don't believe Autism is a blessing. My children are blessings but not the Autism. My family lives is a world where Autism dictates…

We are waiting to meet with neurology department. Specifically the "Triple P Parenting" department. Posted via midNIGHT powered Epic 4G by lost and tired

I started ddoing "Digital Memories" a few years back. Basically I take your analog tapes (VHS only for now) and convert them to digital (DVD,BluRay,SDCARD,etc). I also provide more advanced options as well. For right now to keep things simple I will be doing 1:1 copies of VHS to DVD. This is a great thing to have done as it will preserve you precious memories. Analog tapes wear out and degrade. DVD's if properly stored can last decades.... What I am going to do in an effort to help cover the rising health care costs of my family is offer this service online from the first time. Until now. Have only done this in my local demographic. But things are changing and needs are growing so this is my plan.…

The kids are in rare form today. Lizze is still in a ton of pain and very nervous that the surgery will be cancled because of the meds during the ER trip last night. She had to go get checked out it could have been and heart attack or even a stroke. Thankfully it wasn't but we didn't know that at the time. I'm sure the surgery will go on as planned. I already started laundry and I'llc work on dinner in a bit. We have a meeting with Social Security today for Gavin's re-evaluation. This has to be done every 4 years I guess in order to maintain his benefits. I think we have everything in order as far as the kids go this week. They will be gone…

She got home a little while ago. They said she has neuropathy.  I need to research that. She was very clear she wasn't after drugs or pain killers but they insisted she get something to take the edge off so they were comfortable sending her home. They gave her steroids and pain killers until she can get back to pain management. We have to call Dr. D to make sure the surgery is still a go because of the steroids. The ER doc said it should be fine but check to make sure. Thanks for the prayers... Posted via midNIGHT powered Epic 4G by lost and tired