It's been a while since I have just update everyone as to how everything is going. Honestly, since the "bare handed man" post I have just been struggling to write anything meaningful. There are a few reasons for that but the biggest is just that my thoughts are a mess. I have so much I want to say but just can't string the words together lately. So if you read this please don't expect anything "profound" as you will most likely come up empty handed. Instead I thought I would just try to share what my life is currently like in a very honest fashion. I know it's depressing to read but I just think it's important to show the world what our lives with Autism are like. This is…