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Flash cards on my phone wouldn't work because they don't account for combinations of things (I'll need to make some changes to accommodate that going forward). I asked him if he wanted a spoon and he did. Progress, right....wrong.

As a special needs parent there many many things I worry about. I thought I would share with everyone just a few of the things that are weighting pretty heavy right now. This isn't meant to garner sympathy but to share some more about my family's situation. I truly believe there is no way for me to win this battle in the long run. By "win" I mean making sure everyone's needs are met and my family survives one more day. By "battle" I mean the constant struggle for survival. By "survival" I mean meet my family's physical, emotional, medical and even financial needs. Here's the reality of our situation. Lizze is sick and getting worse. The worse she gets the more responsibility falls onto my shoulders. I worry constantly about her…

Potty training can be very difficult for Autistic children. Gavin really struggled with it and Elliott did okay. The challenge is potty training Emmett. There is such a HUGE communication barrier that it makes the simplest of things extremely difficult. That said there is a ray of hope for us as Emmett used the big boy potty a few times the other day. He has pee'd in the potty a few times now and seem to be okay with it. He did this completely of his own accord. This will be challenging as communication is difficult. Hopefully we can build on that momentum cause these diapers are killing us as quickly as we go through them.   

The stress of everything is starting to really get to me.... I can't shake these headaches and my eyes hurt to have them open. I'm going to step back for a minute and just try to chill out... My whole body hurts and that's not good...

Most, if not all special needs parents share at least one thing in common. That one thing in common is a fear of the future. I constantly ask myself, "what will happen to my Autistic children if, God forbid, something happens to my wife and I?". Who will be there to finish the journey with them, if we cannot? What kind of support will they have? Will they end up like the "bare handed man"? I watched as he simply tried to help someone only to have that person try to run him over with her car. Is this what future holds for our special needs kids?

Today started out ROUGH to begin with. Emmett was up at 6am this morning. He accidentally kicked Lizze in the stomach (which is still very painful) which set the tone for her today. We got the kids dressed and off to school. We stopped and filled up the tank and we were on our way to Cleveland, more specifically Case Western Reserve University. It takes about 1.5 hours to get there (sometimes less) depending on traffic. So that makes for about a 3 hour round trip at roughly 130 miles. Traffic is usually pretty rough. This morning we were there to complete Emmett's testing. The first test done today was the "Bayley". The test focused on cognitive function and communication skills both receptive and expressive. The second test was "Reynell"…

April is Autism Awareness month. Some will have big plans for the next 30 days. I however, will be spending the 1st day of Autism Awareness month at Case Western Reserve University becoming more Autism Aware of my son Emmett. We will gain some valuable insight into what makes Emmett, well, Emmett. Autism Awareness starts at home. You don't have to do anything profound to make an impact. Sometimes it's the little things that make the biggest difference. Spend some extra time with your child. Get to know them better. You'd be surprised what they can learn. Little ripples can make big waves.... Remember that as we move into Autism Awareness month.