Gavin had therapy tonight and while some of the time was spent on Elliott, the rest of the time was spent on Gavin. There are a million things to worry about in regards to Gavin and it's impossible to take them all on at the same time. We have to triage everything and focus on what's most important in the moment. As of yesterday, the priority was getting guardianship over Gavin in order to continue taking care of him, as he's legally an adult. We were hit with the reality that we are going to need an attorney that we can't afford and I was feeling a great deal of stress as a result. That was a newly minted problem and we hadn't even begun to process it and we…

I've talked many times about Gavin and his many challenges. I've confessed to being frustrated and overwhelmed by his behaviors on many occasions as well. It's no secret that everything he goes through is absolutely heartbreaking to me. I think it would be for anyone with a soul. One of the reasons that it's so heartbreaking for me is because while it's true that Gavin is blissfully ignorant of his challenge on most days, there are days he becomes aware of them. Yesterday was one of those days where my frustration got the better of me and it just happened to coincide with Gavin being aware of something he was struggling with. I don't remember everything that happened because frankly, there was just too much to remember but it basically…