I've had a pretty awesome day so far. The boys got off to school without an issue and back is healing up pretty well. Most of the pain is gone and I have to thank Lizze for taking such good care of me. ☺ I didn't sleep well last night because I was really stuffy and I ended up only getting a few hours of sleep. I took a nap this morning and feel good. There were a few errands I needed to get done before getting to the school. One of them was a biggie for me. I talked to the nurse at my doctor's office about my plan to come off my antidepressants. I explained why I want to do this and while I want to get started…

Today was one of those days where I seriously need a break. The holidays alone are a tremendous amount of pressure. There's parties and family get togethers that really add pressure to the cooker. If we go, the kids are going to be even more difficult to manage but if we don't go, not everyone understands. Lizze and I haven't had a night to ourselves in I don't even remember. I think we had one night off since September-ish. It's not anyone's fault and we're absolutely grateful for the times we do get away from the kids. Sometimes life happens and circumstances change. It's outside of anyone's control. At the same time, it sucks. I'm so physically exhausted and I was talking to our therapist tonight about it. I'm concerned…