Ever since Gavin was little, hes had a weird relationship with pain. It's been labeled a sensory issue but it's still weird.  Back when Gavin was self-injuring in a major way, he would scratch his face open or punch his legs until he left giant bruises. He would never complain about these things hurting and they obviously should have hurt.  At the same time, if he had a barely visible hang nail, he would freak out and react as though it was the end of the world. He's always been this way.  This morning, he began complaining the webbing between his fingers was cramping up. It wasn't his fingers or hands either. He specifically pointed to the webbing and said it's cramping between each finger, and on both hands.  WTF…

Gavin keeps following me around today. It frankly feels a bit suffocating and he doesn't seem to pick up on my less than subtle hints.  At the moment, he's in his room and likely sleeping off his morning medications. This will give me a small break and my goodness, is it appreciated.  I'll be leaving shortly to pick up the boys and then we have Dr. Pattie again this afternoon. 

Gavin is having one of those days where he drives me absolutely crazy. The level to which he's driving me crazy today would be impressive, if it wasn't for the fact that he's driving me crazy.  The latest mile down the road to crazy he's taken me on, has to do with his IVIG Infusion.  We got his infusion started over an hour ago. I had to work with him because he was paranoid the infusions sites were leaking. I assumed him that they weren't and I explained that it's good to check things out if he thinks something is wrong but worrying too much isn't a good thing.  Between his excessive fear of the infusion site leaking and his desire to get his game started on the Playstation, he…