More bloodcurdling screams and massive meltdowns after midnight  

I didn't get a chance to write much today, and there's a good reason for that. I was up all night with both Elliott and Emmett. I don't know why Elliott was up but it's concerning when we've possibly got Bipolar disorder on the radar.  As for Emmett, he was nauseous and running a fever. He was set up on the couch, with a puke bucket and a very low threshold for anything.  Being up all night would have been bad enough, but he wasn't just awake. Emmett was having massive meltdowns into the wee hours of the morning. These weren't mini-meltdowns either. It was a super surprised that someone didn't call the police kind of meltdowns.  This, of course, didn't help Elliott sleep, but he was already not sleeping…

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You won’t believe what he looked like

I think Emmett had a pretty good birthday. He had received his birthday gift early from us, but we had a special dinner tonight. We're actually going to officially celebrate on Friday or Saturday.  We were going to go to Chuck E Cheeses, and use the guest passes we received after our horrible visit a few weeks ago.  Unfortunately, they were crazy busy and we decided to put that off for another day.  We've sorta started a new tradition with the kids. Lizze and I will take the birthday boy out for some special time as Emmett calls it. Right now, Emmett is debating between Chuck E Cheeses, and going to see the new Transformers movie.  My vote is for the movie, but whatever makes him happy. ☺  I did…

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Today is a very special day for Emmett 

On this day back in 2008, Mr. Emmett John was brought into this world, after a hard fought, very complicated pregnancy. He came early, just like Elliott.  I remember being terrified that something was going to be wrong, but for the most part, he was fully developed, happy and healthy. He came home on time but made a few return trips for severe jaundice, and concerns over apnea.  We've been through a great deal with him in his short life thus far, and he's overcome so many obstacles.  He was believed to deaf, and nonverbal Autistic. It took many years but he just started talking one day and hasn't stopped. The Autism part would prove to be true, but it turns out he wasn't deaf, he was simply tuning everything…

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The 45 minutes of #meltdown HELL

Lizze and I took the boys to the park tonight. We even got them to walk over a mile. That may not seem like much, but sometimes it's actually a major accomplishment.  Everyone did awesome while we were there, but we almost didn't make it there in the first place.  Emmett had a massive meltdown prior to actually leaving because he was freaked out over his shoes. He couldn't decide which pair was going to bother him less. This went on for so long that I almost gave up on going altogether.  It took forever to work through this one, because he was so upset. He wanted to go, and was even more upset because he couldn't go unless he made a decision.  We tried for close to 30-45 minutes…

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Slowly erroding away my sanity

Today has been full of meltdowns thus far. Emmett is in a horrible mood this afternoon, and when he's in a horrible mood, everyone around him knows it.  The weather is shitty and there isn't much that can be done outside today.  I was up with Elliott for most of the night because he was upset and unable to sleep. Out the gate, I'm at a disadvantage, as my resources have been depleted.  Gavin's been sleeping for the last few hours, even through all the meltdowns. I wish I was able to filter things out like that. lol I'm not sure how I'm going to survive today. The screaming is slowly by surely erroding any my sanity.. O_o

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All signs point to a fever cycle

After a long night, Elliott appears to be feeling much better. Emmett on the other hand, is still not feeling well. He's got a large mouth sore, and is running a minor fever. All signs point to a fever cycle.  Emmett is not in the best mood, and I can't exactly blame him.  I'm hoping that he feels better as the day goes on. 

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I plan for the worst and hope for the best 

Shortly before bed, Emmett began not feeling well. His tummy was upset, and he felt like he was going to puke. At the same time Elliott, who had been feeling the same for the second half of the day, was slowly beginning to feel better.  Emmett's currently sleeping right now, but I fully expect him to struggle throughout the night.  I'm not taking a negative approach to this, despite how my above statement sounds. I simply prefer to deal with reality, and the reality is that when Emmett doesn't feel well, he wants to be glued to me at night.  I have learned to plan for the worst-case scenario while hoping for the best. It's served us well over the years and limits life's ability to catch us off guard.…

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Why I had a rough night

It was a rough night, because Elliott was never able to fall asleep. He had sort of a trying day, and was too wired to fall asleep. Mind you, this was on Melatonin, and his nightly Benadryl for allergies.  As a result, I didn't get much sleep, because while the cameras monitor their movements, I don't like going to bed while the boys are awake.  Anyway, this has me running short on both energy, and patience today.  Mr. Emmett is in a foul mood today, and that doesn't come as too much of a surprise. I was hoping today would be better for him, but clearly that's not the case.  We ended up having a last minute appointment this morning, and after which, I want to take the boys to…

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