Our start to the day has been a bit meh. Elliott and Emmett were both up and moving super early. Emmett wasn't feeling well and I decided to give him a late start, rather than miss the whole day. I got Elliott to school and then spent the next two hours trying to help Emmett. I figured he wasn't actually sick but like Elliott yesterday, he's upset about something and it's causing him distress. I did manage to get him to school by 10:00 AM. So far so good. In a short while, I need to have Gavin to a doctor's appointment. He's still seeing his pediatrician for a number of reasons but I'm going to need to eventually move him to his own PCP but that's a problem for…

Pretty much nothing has gone as planned today. The boys got to school and I went walking but everything thing else sorta derailed. I recieved a call that Emmett's doctor was out sick today and his appointment would have to be rescheduled. I hope he feels better and this did free me up a bit. At the same time, Emmett had planned on things happening a certain way and unexpected changes can be difficult. I did call the school and they relayed the message. I won't know for sure how he's doing until I see him. I won't see him until after dinner cause Lizze and her mom are picking the boys up from school because they have a visit today and they're celebrating Elliott's birthday. As I was adjusting…

Okay, so I've been a bit unplugged today and aside from paying attention to the news and getting some work done, I've not been online much recently. My focus today was on moving forward and taking the necessary steps in order to do that. I had a meeting today and I have another one tomorrow. I'd rather be doing just about anything else and it's very emotional for me but we can't move forward by standing still. I feel good about everything, I mean, all things considered anyway. I spent my downtime going through hundreds of emails from the last week or two. I really need a secretary to help manage all this. I keep finding myself buried in correspondence and I can never seem to get through all of…

No matter how challenging things get in my house or how frustrated I become, there are always little moments that remind me life is beautiful, well worth the fight and far from over. ☺

Last night, the boys had a mini guys night in the living room. We watched a movie, ate some candy and I left them to hangout. It was only Elliott and Emmett. I was in my room and must have dozed off. When I woke up, a little after midnight, I realized I didn't hear any noise, so I went downstairs to check on my kiddos. I slipped on the very first step and fell all the way down. I was able to pull myself up and checked on my kids. Emmett was asleep on the couch and slept through the whole ordeal. I opted to let him stay there and I made my way back to bed. I'm gonna be honest, I hurt but I'm okay and grateful that…