Emmett was playing with Lego’s and he built this Lego airplane. He's pretty stoked about it. I wanted to share this because I promised I would and Emmett was really excited to see his picture on the Site again. **Thanks for reading**        -Lost and Tired Please join our Autism Help Forum Look for "Autism Help" app at the Google Play Store This was posted via WordPress for Android, courtesy of Samsung's Galaxy S III. Please forgive any typos. I do know how to spell but auto-correct is working against me.

This week became much more complicated.  I'm sick.  That's right,  I'm sick. This is the worst thing that could have happened this week. Fortunately,  I think one of my parents are going to take Gavin to his infusion in the morning.  I think I'm gonna spend the day wishing I was dead. Lizze is still sick and not showing non signs of improvement.  It's gonna be a really,  really long week. I could use your continued thoughts and prayers. **Thanks for reading**        -Lost and Tired Please join our Autism Help Forum Look for "Autism Help" app at the Google Play Store This was posted via WordPress for Android, courtesy of Samsung's Galaxy S III. Please forgive any typos. I do know how to spell but auto-correct is…

I did a very brave/idiotic thing today.  I took Elliott and Emmett to Best Buy this afternoon to trade in some of their games and use the credit to pick out some new ones. Lizze and I have been wanting to thin their DS game collection out for sometime now.  We especially wanted to purge the most frustrating games from existence. I either bravely or idioticaly,  depending on how you look at it,  took both boys in to the store at the same time.  It was just the 3 of us and no backup plan.  This was kinda like walking a tightrope without a net.  It's either really brave or really stupid. The boys actually did really well.  It took a little while for Captain Indecisive and Sergeant Can't Make…

Elliott has been obsessed with Mario for as long as I can remember.  He always making these characters out of clay, stick tac and even Legos. Today was a Lego day for Elliott as his creativity centered around Legos. This is Lego Mario,  featuring Flood.  These are characters from Super Mario Sunshine. **Thanks for reading**        -Lost and Tired Please join our Autism Help Forum Look for "Autism Help" app at the Google Play Store This was posted via WordPress for Android, courtesy of Samsung's Galaxy S III. Please forgive any typos. I do know how to spell but auto-correct is working against me.

I started this post this morning and then was sidetracked by Gavin's meltdown.  Gavin had yet another seizure early this morning. Clearly the depakote isn't working well but at the moment,  we can't change his meds because of the autonomic testing this week.  Neurology is concerned that any changes will further muddy the water and make things worse. All we have to do is make it through to Friday and adjustments will be made at his EEG. I know I make that sound easy,  but the reality is anything but. Gavin will be off the only meds keeping is blood pressure from crashing for the next 72 hours,  in order to have this autonomic testing done. God only knows how that's going to go. I do know that I'm going…

I'm very quickly losing my appetite for Gavin's meltdowns. Truthfully,  I've never had a taste for them but I was able to tolerate them.  Anymore however,  they are becoming more and more difficult to deal with. We just finished up another meltdown a few minutes ago.  I didn't sleep well so I'm a bit on the grouchy side this morning. I told Gavin that if this behavior continues,  we are going to have no choice but to send him somewhere. I told him, in a not so patient voice, that I have to ensure that his little brothers have a safe and nurturing environment to grow up in and his behavior is making that almost impossible. He was only upset because he was in trouble,  he doesn't care that he…

I think I managed to obtain about 3 or 4 hours of very restless sleep before Mr. Emmett John woke up. Lizze was sick,  all night long and remains so now. I was going to try and walk this morning because it's been too hot during the day and evening.  Yesterday, we had a heat index of 112°F. That's a bit in the way to frickin hot to walk side of things. On the positive side of things, if I have to find something to be positive about, Emmett woke up in a really good mood.  At least I have that. He could be screaming right now but he's just in a snuggly mood instead.  If Lizze doesn't feel better soon,  I don't know what that will mean for this…

I hate stress.  I know some stress is a good thing.  It makes you rise to the occasion and do what needs to be done. However,  the amount of stress I'm under makes me want to friggin eat. It also makes me want to cry and even pull out what's left of my hair. I'm watching cartoons at 2 am because I can't shut my brain off.  I'm downstairs on the couch because Lizze is in so much pain,  she does better with the bed all to herself. Whatever I can do to help make her more comfortable is worth the cost. My brain is racing at a thousand miles an hour because I can't stop worrying about everything and how I'm going to either pull my family through it.…