I wanted to update you all on the current status of Operation Hope. In short, we've made no further progress in the Gavin front. We have however, made some progress on the Lizze front. I have had her to the Cleveland Clinic twice already and she has found new doctors that she absolutely loves.  This is a huge positive because Lizze is very picky about her health care providers. I'm happy because they are from the Cleveland Clinic and that means they are among the best in the country.  As far as Gavin goes, wraparound is waiting for records to get released and transfered so they can fill out the required paperwork to submit for funding. Honestly, things are going much slower than I had anticipated and that makes me…

I haven't written much today.  I'm so beyond overwhelmed that I can barely think. This morning started off bad and continued through those evening.  I was running late getting Elliott to school today.  It normally only takes a few minutes but apparently there must have been a pretty major water main break that had traffic a bit congested.  Did I mention I was already late? Cause I was. After that, Lizze, Emmett and I went to Walmart to go grocery shopping.  After arriving however, we discovered that the store was without power and we would have to drive to the other side of town. We finally arrived and managed to get all of our shopping done and Emmett was a really big help.  However, after going through the self checkout…

I hate the time change.  I hate it with every fiber of my being. Arbitrarily changing the time forward and backwards is not compatible with raising children that have #Autism.  In my experience, their bodies don't adjust easily to the change.  In fact, it takes my kids weeks, yes I said weeks, to adjust to the change. During that time, I'll experience nights like the one I had last night.  The kids will wake up in the middle night and not be able to go back to sleep. Last night happen to be Elliott's turn. I was already sleeping on the couch so that Lizze had a better chance of sleeping. Elliott came down at like 3am and would go back to sleep. It's like that 1 hour change in…

Elliott has been really sad today and I'm concerned about him. It seems that he's preoccupied with something but won't talk about it.  The only thing I can really do is make sure he knows that he can talk to me about anything and at anytime. There is a chance he's getting sick. That could explain his demeanor today. The school told us today that there is a stomach bug going around and it's hitting a lot of the students.  I'm really hoping that he's not sick but at the same I wouldn't like it if he was indeed sad about something. Right now,  he's my sad little panda.

We had to do some running around this morning.  Along the way, Emmett sorta passed out in his car seat.  He looked really cute with his leg all propped up.  After days filled with screaming, it's nice to experience some of these lighter moments for a change. :-)