Unbreak my heart: An Honesty Post
For the first time in a very long time, I'm completely at a loss for words. I've never found myself in a position that was quite as painful as the one I'm in now. As you know, Gavin was moved out of the house for behavioral and safety reasons. Things have honestly been better since we have not had to deal with his behaviors. Life is far from perfect but it is getting better. The boys are finally beginning to unwind and we are slowly but surely moving forward. Sure, they're baby steps but progress is progress. Right? Now this is where I'm beginning to struggle. We discovered that Gavin’s heart rate is far from under control. In fact, it's actually getting worse. Today, at his IVIG infusion, his heart…