It's no secret that things in my life are not going very well.  I'm sick, stressed out, overwhelmed, scared and frustrated. Today hasn't been a good day at all.  However, a few minutes ago, I went to brush my teeth and was reminded why I'm the luckiest Dad in the whole world.  Apparently, Elliott knew that I've been having a rough last couple of days and while he's not one that's very open about his feelings, he just blew me away.  As I was walking out of the bathroom after brushing my teeth, I noticed something on the counter. I almost didn't notice it because it blended in so well with the counter top, but Elliott left me a note.  Not just any note either.  This is the kind of…

Who needs sleep anyways? I guess my body doesn't think it's necessary to sleep.  I just couldn't fall asleep last night.  Between the congestion and the stress, I just could find that place of peace. Part of my problem is that I'm a thinker.  I problem solve and when I can't solve a problem, I sometimes get stuck, spinning my wheels, looking for a solution.  In truth, it's actually probably more counterproductive than anything else. Right now I have a lot of reason to worry.  Both Lizze and Gavin have serious medical issues that we're only just now beginning to understand.  While Lizze's health problems aren't necessarily life threatening, they are certainly life altering. Gavin's however, are very much life threatening. I can't seem to not focus on this stuff.…

This past week has been a grueling one, for all of us in the Lost and Tired family.  We had more appointments than I care to remember and more than our fair share of bad news. This past week has brought us long sought after information.  I've also discovered that sometimes, you don't like the very information you've been looking for once you find it.  This is a brief rundown of the happenings from this past week: 1) Lizze is confirmed to be in menopause (at age 32)  and there may not be any treatment due to her history of blood clots. 2) The reason for early menopause may or may not be because of a possible mistake made during her hysterectomy 2 years ago. 3) Lizze's previous OB/GYN is…

Do you yell too much? I don't know how easy this question is to answer, for a number of reasons.  Having said that, and in the spirit of honesty, I'll admit that this is something I personally struggle with.  Now, it's not like I'm screaming at my kids with Autism because I'm angry or frustrated.  I mean, maybe sometimes but only on rare occasions when I'm completely overloaded.  That certainly doesn't make it right but I'm only human and I'm not ashamed to admit that.  What I find most often is that I'm having to raise my voice over the noise and chaos, simply to get someone's attention.  Sometimes is simply a volume thing and not an anger or frustration thing. Having said that, does my intention matter to my…

I'm still feeling quite crappy today.  Lizze let me sleep in until 11 am. That wasn't easy for her to do and I'm grateful.  :-) Today is a laid back, do nothing kind of day.  Lizze is sleeping and the boys and I are watching Justice League on Netflix.  Emmett's actually fallen asleep and Elliott is snuggled up with Miss Bella on the other couch.  After a long weekend, this is a lighter, more pleasant side of today. This site is managed via WordPress for Android, courtesy of the @SamsungMobileUS Galaxy Note 2 by @Tmobile. Please forgive any typos as autocorrect HATES me. ;-) Check out my #Autism Awareness Store to find really cool and unique #Autism Awareness Clothing and Accessories, designed by me. ;-) For more ways to help…