The boys will be back soon and I’m feeling a good bit overwhelmed at the moment. I wanted to get the living room gutted before they got home and put up my late grandmother’s bookshelves next to the TV. I got the shelves in place but there’s a ton of shit I need to go through.

I thought the extra storage space would be helpful and we can begin making the house our own once again.

Unfortunately, I’m getting overwhelmed and I’m running out of time to get this done because the boys will be home soon. There’s not a great deal they can actually help me with at this point cause I need to go through everything and decide what to keep.

While I was cleaning off one of the old shelves in the front room, I stumbled across one of the favors or memory things from our wedding. It’s got our picture and interlocking rings attached to it. Haven’t seen this in countless years and finding it today was a good hard, swift kick in the gut. I don’t know what to do with it. It’s the only one I know of and perhaps I should put it in storage rather than throw it away. I couldn’t bring myself to dispose of it away anyway.

I think I’m just gonna put everything I need to find a place for in boxes for right now. I just don’t have it within me to go through all this stuff today. That’s okay, right?

Lastly, I just wanted to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart, for all the love and support. I know everyone has opinions, but I really appreciate you all respecting my wishes.

Thank you so much. ❤️😊