We are finally at the psychiatrists office for all three boys.  

Elliott is a simple meds check and refill, while Emmett’s is in regards to a meds check, refill and sleep issues. Gavin on the other hand is a far different and much more complicated situation.  

I’m sitting here sick to my stomach because I don’t know what’s going to happen.  We may not have any choice but to adjust his meds and that scares the shit out of me.  

Thank God I’m not doing this alone anymore. Lizze and I are prepared to do whatever we have to in order to help Gavin.  

I’m seriously shaking as I’m writing this because I’m terrified we have to increase his Clozapine.