Lately I have been slacking off on the blog. I usually post a few time a day but lately things have just been to bad. Elliott is starting to show signs of ADHD. Although it could (and hopefully is) anxiety. Emmett is completely out of control and becoming more and more dangerous to himself. Gavin is doing ok for the most part but still struggling.
Lizze is slowly recovering. She is in a lot of pain all the time. My back is completely out. I haven’t been able to get away and walk for 6 months now. I was walking 30 miles a week and my back was doing much better. Now it’s broken again.
I’m beginning to crack under all the pressure. I am so completely worried about everything. Here are just my top worries right now:
-The boys are a HUGE concern for me. Are they getting enough of what they need.
-Lizze’s recovery
-This house is not designed for our needs and many safety issues.
-The van is literally falling apart and I can no long keep fixing it.
-Lizze’s surgery costs. How am I going to cover it as the bills have begun coming in.
-Everything else that is going on
-Emmet wraps everything around his neck..
It just never ends…..
Posted via midNIGHT powered Epic 4G by lost and tired
I don't pretend to have a clue about all that you are facing but the past few years have taught me that God is big enough when we're not. I'm praying for all of ya'll. I do know the stress as well as the mental, physical and money burdens that come with being the only provider in a stressful situation. I know it doesn't help much but you are appreciated and "prayed up". Hang in there Bro.
I will pray for you and your family. Know that you are stronger than you think!