The past few weeks have been pretty rough for me. Really this entire summer has been rough. Gain spent time in 2 different children’s hospitals and that was hard on everyone. I haven’t been writing much lately because I have been 2 overwhelmed and frustrated with life. We got hit pretty hard financially this summer. That effects everything and everyone. We got behind on our mortgage and our car died leaving us carless. I have been all over Northeast Ohio looking for a new car. I get met with the same denials do to credit.
It is really hard for me to know that I cannot provide for my family better. I love being self sufficient in every aspect of my life. So I find it difficult to have to rely on others for help. But I must swallow my pride and move forward.
I really want to write daily again ASAP.
My advice is quite simple…….Listen to your body and adjust you schedule accordingly.I know that life for you guys has been a total struggle lately and if you aren't careful, you could find yourself on the wrong end of a nervous breakdown, and then your family would be in big trouble.We lost our insurance through where i work and i've literally been a nervous ball of worthlessness(lol) because i can't concentrate on anything except to try and figure out how in the hell i'm gonna be able to afford our meds and treatments the the lil man needs to help him cope.One day at a time is much easier said then done, but it has to be the way we go through life or we will implode.I've been trying to think of some way to help with the car situation and the only thing i can come up with is that my nephew sells cars for Van Devere in Akron and if you would like i could give you his number, hes an honest and good guy who would try hard for you, but not knowing the whole situation your in, i don't know if he could help or not.You guys know how to find me if you want to talk to him, let me know if i can help and take care of yourself, your family needs you.
One step at a time… the past is the past, put it behind you and get moving forward.
I often have people ask me how I can work 17 hours a day and still make time for my family. You know what? You just do it because you have to.
Yesterday was nice, but in my mind, it didn't happen. Today is happening. And so long as you're only ever doing one day at a time, it's never too much to handle.
You just have to keep your focus, your strength and love will take care of the rest from there.