I’ve been writing this throughout the day, so it keeps getting longer and longer as I near the end of the night.

Anyway, Emmett’s not sleeping yet but he’s getting close and I’m pretty sure Elliott is out like a light. I’m feeling stressed out but the house is quiet and I’m decompressing as I finish writing this. I’m good for now and plan on doing better tomorrow. I know I’ve been back at this single parenting thing for about 8 months now but I’m still getting my feet underneath me. As the kids begin to slowly do better, I find myself in a better headspace.

Gavin will be getting his infusion done first thing in the morning. I want to make sure we stay on top of this, especially now.

Since the kids are home sick, walking is out of the question so it looks like I’ll be diving into some strength training instead.

I’m also hoping to be able to pull the trigger on Elliott and Emmett’s new mattresses. Gavin still refuses to get a new one and I’m not fighting him on it right now cause there’s bigger fish to fry. I’m really hoping this helps the boys sleep better and encourages Emmett to use his own bed once again. Their mattresses are old and definitely not comfortable. They deserve this and I’m grateful to be able to pull this off.

Please stay safe, be smart and for the love of God, wash your hands with soap and water for a minimum of 20 secs. ☺