I couldn’t fall asleep until 5 AM last night. My brain was not able to shutoff. I’ve got so much to look forward to but so much to worry about as well.

Last night, I happened to be hyper focused on this trip to Florida. The trip is going to be expensive but it’s absolutely worth it. The kids desperately need to get away from all the shit in our lives right now. This will really be sort of a working vacation and will open up future opportunities.

It’s an amazing opportunity to be able to experience the lengths that DoubleTree has gone to, in order to be an Autism friendly, inclusive environment.

I just heard back from Give Kids The World and have locked in our volunteer day. That actually may have been what trigger these endless run of thoughts. There are a lot of logistics involved here and I’ll be doing this alone. I’ve never taken the kids anywhere like this on my own before and that will be very challenging.

One of the things I’d like to do is get this trip sponsored. I work with many companies and perhaps they’d be willing to sponsor part of the trip, in exchange for advertising. Everything in Florida is covered but the trip down and back is on me.

Anyway, this has me very preoccupied right now. I have to get some sleep and I might just take something tonight to help ensure that happens. I cannot keep going like this.