Today’s been stressful because I’ve not been sleeping much at night lately, Emmett began the day with a massive meltdown, only to have Elliott join him with one of his own shortly after.

I have been trying to get everything ready for us to leave but financially, things aren’t good at the moment. I very much dislike our bank but moving has not been an option because of the way the kids SSI is setup. I’m exploring a move right now and I’m waiting for a callback, as to how we handle the SSI.

As it stands, I get paid the night before we’re supposed to leave and that’s when we’ll be able to get our shopping done, at least whatever we have left.

Another problem that I have to figure out is our rental car situation.

The rental is paid for but they company needs a credit card in my name. Simply put, I don’t have one. I can use my debit card but that requires a credit check which I likely won’t pass. The card has to be in the name of the driver, which is me.

There is no way around this that we’ve been able to figure out. Flying isn’t an option and neither is taking our car, as it wouldn’t make the trip.

I’m so overwhelmed right now and just want everything to stop long enough for me to figure things out.