Today’s a really big day for us. There’s a couple of reasons but only one that really matters. You see, today we finally get Gavin into the psychiatrist and figure out exactly what needs to be done to help him.  

Gavin’s been in a psychotic break for over three months now and I’m not sure what we can do about it.  

What I know for sure is that there are zero good solutions for this and some are very dangerous. The whole reason for today’s appointment is to wade through the very limited options and find the best of all the bad ideas. 

Aside from getting the boys to and from school tomorrow, this appointment is the only thing on the agenda because we have no idea where it’s going to take us. 

We have to decide whether to let him continue on full blown Beautiful Mind or do we adjust his medication and hope that none of the dangerous side effects that are very likely to occur, actually happen. 

This is not an easy decision to make and we’re going to have to make it sooner than later.