I don’t mean to sound melodramatic but holy shit, I’m losing my mind.  The house is falling apart, the kids are bouncing off the walls and of course, there’s no school today.  O_o

Emmett has been incessantly meowing like a cat, since he woke up at 4am this morning. 

I’m exhausted and there doesn’t appear to be a light at the end of this tunnel. If there is a light, it’s usually attached to a speeding train, barreling down the tracks, hell bent on running me over.

The medication change for Lizze is kicking her ass and she’s definitely unable to stay awake.  This is good and bad because while she slept through the night, it’s noon and she still can’t stay awake. 

What this translates to is that I can’t sneak a nap in because she can’t stay awake for even a short time, while I recharge.

Right now, I’m not even running on fumes. 

I’m sitting here and as I look around, there is so much that needs to be done around the house.  If there was a way to measure my level of being overwhelmed right now, it would measure off the charts. 

There are things that I have to do for work but right now I too busy being a fire putter outer, hostage negotiator and ring leader of the circus that is my family. 

I need a break…….

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