Gavin is driving me absolutely out of my mind. He is regressing and has no memory anymore. He gets back into the doctors on Wednesday. Wednesday feels like a really long time to wait. He doesn’t listen and then claims he “doesn’t remember”. I don’t know what to believe because he a VERY LONG history of manipulation. However, he does clearily appear to be regressing….so…I just don’t know.

Lizze took Emmett to the doctors a few minutes ago. Elliott came down a few minutes ago and asked me to hook up his Leapster to the TV in his room. I told him I would but he needs to make sure that his room is clean first. I told him that “I would then com up and set it up for him”. A few minutes later Gavin comes down he steps telling me that it was already set up. Apparently, Elliott telling Gavin “Daddy will set it up” was clear enough. I don’t like Gavin plugging things in to the outlet, especially in his current….frame of mind. He knows that. Do I punish him for doing that? WTF am I suppossed to do? I doubt punishing him (with Oatmeal for dinner) would even have the desired impact. So what’s the point then?

I feel like crap and I just don’t have the patience for his…issues right now.