We have come to a point where the stress is so high in this house that I’m concerned Lizze can’t get better here. Stress is a huge problem with fibro patients. It appears that everyone is effecting everyone else. I need to break the cycle of none of us will survive.. Lizze is clearly at her breaking point. She has far to much on here plate. She needs to worry about getting back on her feet and living in this house makes that impossible, especially with Emmett.

We dicussed it and she might try to go stay with family at least until after her surgery. This isn’t ideal by any stretch of the word but we need her to get well and that won’t happen with everything going here. Plus the kids pick up on her stress and it just feeds the cycle. I have no idea how this is going to play out. All I know is that she has done so much for everyone else that it high time we take care of her. If that means she takes a break from the chaos then so be it. We owe her at least that much….

Things are going to be much more challenging but I’ll manage. I just want Lizze to get better. The toughest part will be being apart. We have been together almost 10 years and with the exception of working shift while I was a paramedic we are together 24/7. I know that would drive most people crazy but it works for us. It will be hard being apart but she deserves this……

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