I’m not going to lie, Gavin is driving me crazy. He will not stop talking., even when I’m clearly not paying attention. He tells me every single thought that runs through his head. Most of this stuff doesn’t make any sense to me.
He’s regressing into his imaginary world more and more. I haven’t even been writing because I”m just to exhausted anymore. Things are pretty bad for us at the moment.
It does sucks doesn't it…
I'm glad your being honest though, so many of us going through this keep quite about it. I found out a long time ago being open and honest about how we feel and what we are going through sure helps.
As you know I have three with Autism and I'm a single mother. I can't tell you how many times, I want to just run away from the constant questions, the detailed directions I'm constantly giving, the lack of sleep, I want to just scream. It takes everything in me not to scream at them, WILL YOU PLEASE STOP TALKING. lol i can't process one question before I'm asked another, and I've also noticed, they compete for my attention all the time, the more i give them the more they demand it from me. I do pretty well in that area. but it's bottled up inside, waiting for a perfect stranger to do or say something wrong, then POW, they get it!!!!
CALGON!!!!
You have got to be one of the strongest people I know. Lizze and I are told all the time "I don't know ow you guys do it". I can honestly say that I don't know how you do it. I have the highest respect for you. Please keep writing and I'll keep reading.