So if you see my mind running around please let me know because I’ve lost it.

This is not going to be a fun part of our journey. Gavin is back on the Lithium but is still very manic right now. He doesn’t stop talking about pointless things. I don’t mean that in a bad way but he feels he has to tell us EVERY SINGLE thought that runs through his head. He has also lost a ton of motor control so he is falling over and walking into things (like walls). As frustrating as it is for me I cannot imagine how frustrating it is for him.

Everyone has paid a very high price this past week. Gavin is literally in emotional pieces. He is completely lost right now. He is struggling in every aspect of his life. The unpleasant truth is that he is taking everyone else down with him. We have to be way more vigilant with him now as he has a hard time simply walking.

I hope for everyone’s sake we get him stabilized and soon.